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I had a dream about my father?

I’m 27….. My dad and I aren’t talking and haven’t for a long time 1 year now but before that 2 years and off and on for about 6 years before that. and I had a dream that we sort of hung out on a holiday can’t remember which one and my cousin was with us. I remember going to my grandparents house and we went to the back room and I had my video game there. All 3 of us are sitting in the back it was already a game in progress 7-7. So he goes can I play or let me play or I’ll finish the game. Can’t remember and I immediately said hell no. Basically told him to get the hell out of my grandparents house he leaves and I’m talking to my cousin who basically thought sense we sort of hung out everything was ok. I tell him hell no I was faking. I proceed to tell him what happened between us the last time I was speaking to him saying my dad lies I tell the truth. I just remember us going for a walk and my aunt and uncle was on the other side of the road because my dad left my cousin at my grandparents. He walks to the car and they said they are going to staples really quickly. I proceed to tell him everything that happened between us. I didn’t finish the whole story or I don’t remember if I did. I woke up and now I’m thinking should I reach out. Should I have a face to face conversation tell him what’s bothers me. Or just move on I don’t know if I want to have my dad in my life anymore I just feel like I want to tell him how I feel just in case he were no longer here my mind would be at ease knowing I got what I was inside off my chest. Even in his messed up way I understand certain things he tried to teach me as well. I didn’t go into details of what happened I know but I do feel like it’s time for forgiveness to cleanse myself not to have a relationship
I had a dream about my father?
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