I never learned social cues at a young age. I was a loner my whole life. I'm so close to getting everything I ever wanted. But when I'm around people, I feel so disconnected from them. Its like they're alien to me. I don't want to live like this.
I pretend to think people are funny because I don't want to kill their vibe. I started picking up my phone even when I don't feel like talking because I've been ducking everyone. I pretend like I think people's problems are as big a deal as they think they are. I always say to myself: I'd kill for your problems, I'd do anything to switch places with you.
But then I wonder if I only feel that way because I don't feel anything except empty.
I pretend to think people are funny because I don't want to kill their vibe. I started picking up my phone even when I don't feel like talking because I've been ducking everyone. I pretend like I think people's problems are as big a deal as they think they are. I always say to myself: I'd kill for your problems, I'd do anything to switch places with you.
But then I wonder if I only feel that way because I don't feel anything except empty.
