If my mom wants me to do something or go somewhere, and I say no, she will not talk to me for hours nor does she want to hear my explanation. I don't know if it has anything to do with my time of the month, as that's when it usually takes place, but it's getting hard.
I recently finished bartending courses and now need to get some hours in. I've already completed 2 and need 8 more before getting my certificate. I planned to go today, but have been feeling anxious about life stuff. I'd rather just stay home and take care of my business today.
However, she wouldn't hear it. I told her I don't feel like it and she ignored me. I told her again, and she told me to eat before I leave. This went on all day.
Before we left the house, she asked me why I am not taking my stuff to film. I told her that I really don't want to go and don't have the energy to do it. She threw her keys down, yelled at me to forget it and went to her room. I tried to go in to talk to her and she told me to get out.
As I sit here crying I keep asking if am I being irrational here? Maybe I should have just gone.
