I would consider myself a positive person.. I have some anger issues sure. But for example my family members will make a joke like "if someone is secretly married in here it would be (me)" or "if someone was a spy in this family it would be (me)"..
Or on new years eve we (me, my sister, her boyfriend and her childhood friend) were playing "who is most likely too".. and they asked "who is most likely to kill a person?" And everyone pointed at me..
Not only that but yesterday I was hanging out with my friend who addmited to being scared of me at first. And we were watching Wednesday. (I watched one episode first and didn't like it so I stopped but she begged). And she said "you know you and Wednesday are very similar". So I asked how? And she said the way you say stuff and act. I just asked my roomate today and he said we are similar and have the same death face...
When I was in gymnasium people would make similar jokes too but more of gun jokes which is stupid cause im a knife person.
I dont see it at all. I make jokes. I wanna be a good person. I do have anger issues... but most of my threats are empty only a few has come to relaity and they were all justified. Plus I dont threaten with anger. I do it calm with a smile on my face.
And no I haven't killed anyone. I'm a very empathic person. Who works hard for the people I love.
Any way to change this? I am 5'2 short female... I dont wanna scare people but I do want them to respect me. I think I hide my anger pretty well but apperently I don't.. I enjoy being alone. I always ate alone at my locker in gymnasium.
Any tips?
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