While I'm happy for my older sister and her accomplishments, at the same time I envy her so much. Even though our family loves us equally, she always had it easier than me.
She was popular at school and never bullied, she stood up for those that got bullied though, had the best grades, got married with her HS sweetheart at age 21 (both are now 29), he's a great man and both are still each others' first, they got kids, they both built a business together, they go on family vacation, etc. She beats me in looks too. She's prettier than me and I can't deny that. Even as a baby, my sister was a gorgeous and looked like a doll.
Besides being born with all the desired features it's like she was granted the perfect life, everything many women would've wanted. Meanwhile, I got bullied from grades 5th to 8th, had fewer friends, struggled in math and had average grades, the only two guys that ever hit on me in HS were someone with Asperger (mild case though) and another with obesity issues that had weird habits and seemed awkward, have an average career, average earning and all I end up attracting now is men that just want gfs to live together and have fun but nothing serious.
The main things she has (a stable household, loving husband and handsome too, kids) represents what I've longed for and that I'll likely never have. My bitterness and rage has grown over the years. I know it's not her fault but I can't help it. This depresses me greatly sometimes.
