Kissing stranger at a night club... ?

ItsElla009
So, I'm 19, I'm not completely inexperienced with guys, I mean, I've had a couple dates and stuff, but I never took it further, I hadn't even kissed anyone until that night. I was in a nightclub with some friends, I was quite drunk to be honest, but I was just walking with my friend, we were going to get some drinks, and this guy just pulled my arm and started kissing me. At first I kind of resisted it and then I gave in and started kissing him too. I don't know what happened, I guess I was curious about kissing, this guy was attractive and I just got caught in the moment. When I started thinking a bit more clearly I pushed him and ran away. I really don't know how to feel. Honestly, I did enjoy it, I haven't kissed anyone before, so I can't compare it, but I did enjoy it. I guess I'm feeling a bit guilty because that was my first kiss and it was with someone that I don't know and doesn't know me either (this might sound pathetic, I know). And also, because I'm normally not like that, I'm very cautious with that stuff, I'm not judging anyone who likes to kiss strangers, but it's just not me. What do you think? Is it normal that I feel guilty? Do you think what I did was soooo wrong?
Kissing stranger at a night club... ?
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