Girl used to smile at me all the time. I never made a move because I was too shy. Now she doesn't look at me after 3 weeks. Does she hate me?

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So we used to see each other pretty often at the train station. The first time I saw her I really can't describe how I felt. I looked up from my phone and i was kinda startled because i saw her big beautiful eyes staring right into mine. I literally said 'wow' very quietlybecause i thought she was so beautiful. I looked away because i felt like i was blushing. This continued for about 3 weeks. She'd smile the most beautiful smiles, and Id try to smile back but Im told i have a really stoic/serious face by my friends.. Id always tell myself Id try talking to her but the times i had a chance id totally wuss out. Looking back on it now, i think she wanted to chat because shed always come to where im at on the train platform and stand right next to me. Which i had no problem with because, wow this girl is so beautiful. Those few weeks, the commutes would be the highlight of my... Day week year. Anyway, one day she looked over at me from across the car and gave me this huge suggestive smile. I almost thought she was laughing at me, otherwise i wouldve waved or something at least.. When it was time for her to get off, we looked at each other a few more times, and, i dont know if im reading it properly but, it seemed a little bit like a sad look, especially considerong the fact that she always seemed so happy. Ever since that day, she just completely does not look at me anymore and walks wayyy past me to ensure we won't be in the same car. Im more sad than i can describe because i wish i could have been brave enough to ask her her name at least. Im not that intuitive but, i get the feeling she hates me. It sucks that she does, and it sucks because im sad i didn't get the chance to talk to her before she started hating me. Do you think i should start taking a different train? Come later on purpose so i dont see her? I miss those moments we had, they were so.. Fleeting(?). Its my fault that i didn't get the hint, cuz now im getting the cold shoulder. What do i do
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Girl used to smile at me all the time. I never made a move because I was too shy. Now she acts like I dont exist. Does she hate me?

I feel like i might have missed the opportunity of a lifetime. Yes i know it sounds cheesy.. Its like that damn james blunt song except, she wasn't with anyone at all!
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Girl used to smile at me all the time. I never made a move because I was too shy. Now she doesn't look at me after 3 weeks. Does she hate me?
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