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Blackout drunk with my crush. Did I ruin it?

So I recently started to like this girl who I never thought would date me. too out of my league right? Well her best friend got back with her ex which Is my best friend so we found the 4 of us hanging out quite often we would smoke weed all day and drink at night. over time she never showed any signs that she was into me so I didn't get my hopes up until one night when she was about to come over her best friend said that I should clean myself up before she gets here. when I asked why she said cause she likes you and we're drinking tonight so I got excited and cleaned up we hung out that night but nothing exciting happened nothing changed she didn't seem into me but later that night when we went to bed there wasn't enough sleeping room so I laid on the floor and she got on the couch after a few I said my back hurt and she offered for me to lay with her. nothing happened we just slept. the same thing happened about 3 nights in a row and things started to change she stated talking to me more and actually aknowleging that I exist at school. Then Halloween came.. beer pong at the rednecks house we killed a bottle and a case of beer and me and her blacked out holding hands on the couch. The next morning I woke up at my finds house next to her with some crazy stories from my best friend he told me we were all over each other and we both threw up 😂 somewhere along the way someone locked her inside the house with me and my friends outside. there was a drunk 30 yr old creepy dude inside and according to my friends I went ape shit and threw myself through the window cause they wouldn't let her outside. she doesn't remember much of the night either but apparently when we got back that night we almost fucked on my homies living room floor but I don't remember any of it and she never mentioned it. And now she's not friends with my homies girl so she doesn't come over anymore I only get to see her at school and she doesn't want people to know we talk. So what do I do?
Blackout drunk with my crush. Did I ruin it?
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