I’ve got a good friend named Evan that I’ve known for almost 5 years. We’ve had our ups and downs and we’re in a little situationship about a year ago but that ended when he moved. We got back in touch and I went to go see him and unfortunately got too wasted. He was pretty drunk too and barely remembers more than I do but still told me some stuff I’m embarrassed of. We slept together, which isn’t out of the norm, but he said then I kept trying to again when he wanted to sleep. He also said I told him some embarrassing secrets, not too bad but stuff I kinda feel weird about now. He messaged me the next day because he had to work and told me to let myself out whenever I was ready to go, then told me all that stuff. He kinda laughed it off and I apologized a few times but I’m really embarrassed.
I’ve had a huge crush on him the whole time I’ve known him. He’s seen me wasted, I’ve seen him wasted doing the same kinda of stuff too so I don't know why I feel so awkward. I really wanna see him again, but I’m worried that on top of making a fool out of myself, that he sees me as a rebound after his most recent relationship. I can’t stop thinking about that night and I’m so ashamed I can’t think about anything else. I feel so bad, but also really hope he still wants to see me. I don't know exactly where we stand, if I should give him some time before asking again but it’s not a good time right now anyway due to our schedules.
Should I wait till I know he’s free and ask to meet up again and not drink as much or at all? He was very sweet in the messages after and sent some with hearts and kiss faces etc as well as complimenting me a lot in person but I’m confused on his feelings about me and if I should ask to see him again?
I’ve had a huge crush on him the whole time I’ve known him. He’s seen me wasted, I’ve seen him wasted doing the same kinda of stuff too so I don't know why I feel so awkward. I really wanna see him again, but I’m worried that on top of making a fool out of myself, that he sees me as a rebound after his most recent relationship. I can’t stop thinking about that night and I’m so ashamed I can’t think about anything else. I feel so bad, but also really hope he still wants to see me. I don't know exactly where we stand, if I should give him some time before asking again but it’s not a good time right now anyway due to our schedules.
Should I wait till I know he’s free and ask to meet up again and not drink as much or at all? He was very sweet in the messages after and sent some with hearts and kiss faces etc as well as complimenting me a lot in person but I’m confused on his feelings about me and if I should ask to see him again?
