Let's face it - I am not pretty. I am not a stunner. I am a size 0 but that doesn't mean I get hot guys. It's my face - my nose is too big and I have acne scars. My hair is frizzy and ugly no matter how hard I try. I don't wear makeup like those girls. I am not beautiful. I've been single all my life. I kinda hoped as I got older I would turn into a beautiful swan from an ugly duckling. But that did not happen. I can't just "glow-up." I've tried all my life to be like those girls but I am too tom-boyish. I want to give up. I just wanted to know what it was like to have a hot boyfriend but those boys won't even look at me.
I got thinking about this when I saw a Youtuber I like lose a massive amount of weight and then suddenly get all these slutty girls flooding after him. He always said he would go for the average looking girls. Now he goes after the model-type blondes. I always thought he was cute and funny before he lost weight and I would have dated him then. Now that he is hot and muscular, he doesn't want average girls like me. It makes me lose hope for finding a good guy.
I got thinking about this when I saw a Youtuber I like lose a massive amount of weight and then suddenly get all these slutty girls flooding after him. He always said he would go for the average looking girls. Now he goes after the model-type blondes. I always thought he was cute and funny before he lost weight and I would have dated him then. Now that he is hot and muscular, he doesn't want average girls like me. It makes me lose hope for finding a good guy.
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