I Care Too Much

[Simple_Girl606]

Just when life gets perfect, it falls apart. Once again you're in pieces; sometimes you lose those pieces and you search and search but can never find those pieces again. Then, you continue your life, you forget those pieces existed in the first place. Until a single tiny thing triggers your memory and once again you're in pain. The feeling of nostalgia comes to you, and for some reason you you have a strong sense of longing, your body aching for that part of you that has long since been forgotten. The part of you that you adjusted to not having. The part of you that you can never again obtain.

And once again, you have to adjust. I know this pain too well; I feel as though I've lost so many pieces that the pieces are now bigger than the whole. I am no longer "the Whole", I am rather a disarray of scattered pieces held together by blood and tissue.

A lot of people say I do not care, hell they say it so much that even I believe it sometimes. But truth is I care too much. Every partical of my being cares.

[genuinlysensitive]

I share your pain. I struggle with much the same things you describe. I also struggle when people tell me to just "get over it", like thats not the first thing I tried to do. The pain the fear, wondering if it will happen again. The best you can do is find people who care too. Who can empathize. Who will be willing to help you when one if thise slivers shatters your world. Its ok build a better one. One that doesn't shatter so easily.

What happened, relationship troubles?

[xan1488]

Honey, lets see the situation optimistically, U are in pieces the perfect shape is gone, u can't find those pieces back, Why? because it's time for a new shape of life, we no longer need those lost pieces for our new life and new shape.. I admit it is hard to accept, for me it took more than 3 years to accept it, and i am still taking my time, but yes here we have a new life with a new shape. lets celebrate it and try to explore its bounties concealed in its newness :)

[LiveFreeorDieHard]

Stress is what you get from caring too much. Just let go of things. Stop trying to be in control, be numb. You can still have a great time and inquire about people but just learn to say fuck it or whatever. See sonethibg you dont like, none of your business. See an ex you not quitr over yet, who cares. The less you care, the happier you will be. By the way, this is very mho worthy.

[genuinlysensitive]

Worst advice, ever.