Trust is a big thing for me. Many people have backstabbed me, lied to me, or betrayed me in some way to an extent and i felt stupid and foolish as a teen girl thinking some of these people cared about me or would stick around which they didn't. I felt naive as i thought if i continued to give them chances, they'd become better or at least feel empathy for hurting me but i was clearly wrong. I learned not everyone cares, people are fake, and not everything is easy. I had some good and bad experiences. When i was in middle school i stumbled upon some that changed my life forever and I'm not ashamed to be myself now and I'm stronger than ever i gained myself back. What i mean by i gained myself back and those experiences is that i found the passion and desire that i truly want and deserve in my life. It sounds crazy, it sounds maybe wrong to some people, but id do it all over again because what i shared with this other person is unlike anything i have felt or have yet to feel in the near future. I want the passion, trust, intensity, and flame all into one and its 2020 yes but i wanna live it up like its 2013 and all i have is these ripped pages from my diary yes but i have my heart and desires all wrapped into one and im keeping my heart vulnerable and guarded.
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