Can't turn a hoe into a housewife? Or can you?

Anonymous
How can I change my ways? Has anyone else here made the transition from bad bad girl to the good girlfriend who is loyal?

I've been with my boyfriend for three years, with a break in between. I have cheated on him 6 times, 4 times having sex with other men including once without a condom, and the other two just making out with no clothes on. My boyfriend knows about it and every time it happens it results in him crying and yelling at me and me crying begging him not to leave me and saying I will change. I really do mean it this time, I want to change. I don't know why I do this. My boyfriend is amazing. He literally is the perfect package. He's such a cutie in the face and his body is definitely on point. He's loyal to me, he puts me above everyone else, he's a good communicator, and he's great in bed. I feel like I could definitely marry him and I know he wants to marry me but I think he feels like he can't trust me. I don't do it excessively, but I like to go dancing and clubbing with my friends occasionally after a hard long week of schoolwork and interning. I don't want to have to take my boyfriend with me on a girls night out but I always end up dancing with other guys which is fine but half of the time things get too sexual and I end up having sex with them or making out. I need some advice on this. :/
Can't turn a hoe into a housewife? Or can you?
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