I don't know how to say this any better i am ugly asf (please don’t feel bad and feel the urge to say anything like everyone is beautiful, its the inner beauty that matters, oh boy trust me i heard it all) i know we are all so pretty on the inside but nobody cares about that trust me. I have lost friends and my boyfriend just because of that mere fact lol my inner beauty didn’t help me then now did it? Everyone is shallow we live in a shallow society touché now i wanna be shallow too my mental state can not handle the social isolation because im ugly i just want a regular life and tips on how to glow up other than surgery... i can’t apply makeup either so maybe give me tips that could help me be a makeup expert and how i could just fully glow up. I wanna look at the mirror and not be able to recognize myself... idc for looking like myself i wanna forget my features and build a whole new face that others would like i wanna sculpt a body that would make everyone gaze and ask me how i got it. I am tired of feeling jealous of other girls and not eating to lose my fucking weight i want solutions and not emotional support.
Ladies, what’s ur secret how did you glow up?
