Girl's Behavior

Why do I envy tall and thin ladies so much? Why did I have to be so short and chubby?

I know we should love ourselves but I can’t help but feeling jealous of y’all bitches with long legs! Yes I said it! I’m jealous of you tall bitches, especially when you can look like models! I’m especially jealous of tall ladies that are thin. They look so good. I am also jealous of tall, thick girls because they can carry the weight better. Yea I know you can be curvy and be different sizes. I have to admit that I gave a tall girl a really hard time in middle school. I used to bully her, insulted her thin body telling her she’s too freaking skinny and guys like girls with curves and more meat on their bones. I told her nobody wants a bony girl, especially a tall one! I know I hurt her feelings but I could be around her because she’s so pretty and tall!
Haven’t seen her since middle school. I did apologize to her on Facebook but she refused to talk to me. I’m 5’2”, 144lbs. and I have a thick, chubby body. I’ve struggled with weight loss. I’ve been chubby all my life. I lost weight and got down to 120 but I gained it back. I’m curvy but I hate that I’m chubby. I wish I was taller and slimmer. I wanna be 5’10”. I know tall ladies said guys like short girls and dislikes tall ladies but I don’t care what guys like. I wanna be TALL GODDAMN IT!

Why do I envy tall and thin ladies so much? Why did I have to be so short and chubby?
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