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Have you ever completely snaped?

Hi im Emma. This is extremely hard to talk about but i dont have anyone irl to talk to and i wouldn't feel comfortable sharing it anyway to someone i knew.

But anyway im a felon. I'l start by telling what lead up to it. I grew up in a very poor abusive home. My dad was an alcoholic who physicaly and mentaly abused me each day. My mom was verbaly abusive and always hated me.

Trough my entire school years i was bullied. I never had any friends, i was depressed for years. Each day was hell.

I've only ever had bad things happened to me, and after the worst year of my life at 25, my boyfriend of 3 yeara cheated and dumped me for another girl. I lost my job and could barely afford groceries. Then my sister who was my best friend died of a heartfailure infront of me.

I've nNEVER raised my voice or been violent i swore to never be like my parents.

But one day i was at my breakpoint in the store and i got into an argument with a woman she accidently bumped me i was already on the verge of tears.

It waabt her fault but i just couldnt take more. I started screaming at her and well i assaulted her extremely bad. And also her poor child who tried to stop me and i destroyed a lot of things.

I just completely snaped all those years of pain exploded. Its not an excuse im a monster and a horrible person i wish i had goten a life sentence i hate myself. And i will never forgive what i did.

But im reaching out because i want to see if there's anyone else whos just completely snaped that i can talk to please?

Prefer if its another woman because im not very comfortable with men due to past trauma.

Have you ever completely snaped?
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