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Is love for everyone?

I just don’t know anymore therapy my whole life. I was diagnosed autistic, I am now 48. My whole life I’ve always wanted to grow old with someone and have a wife. A girl that I was set up with told my friend she thought I was scary. And my friend couldn’t understand why she even said that because even he said I’m like the nicest guy in the world. I’ve even had a hard time keeping a job, for not understanding things easily, but here’s the thing that people need to realize once I get it I might get it better than a lot of people. I had a male coworker Once ask did anyoneever tell you, you stare a lot? I guess it’s my way of trying to comprehend what you’re saying. I found a job that I absolutely loved. And I met a girl that unfortunately got out of a violent marriage. We were friends, and I painted her a picture of an animal that she loved and would bring her coffee and help her on my days off. then I developed feelings and I decided to brave up and tell her and she basically got upset. So I gave her space and then one night I did ask her friend if I’m giving her enough space because I am recognizing distance in text messages and Facebook, and her friend told her and she didn’t like that I was asking so she called me a predator and threatened to go to HR. So I started crying at work after receiving that text. And I went to HR and they said you have to be true to yourself but just keep your distance. So I did and then months later I was let go because they said they didn’t think I was emotionally capable of the job. Even though I’ve been getting positive reviews throughout my time there. It’s hard enough for me to find a job that I can relate to only for this to happen. I love that job. I just wanna experience what other people experience, as a Christian, I’ve always believed in saving myself for the right person. But even at church when I’ve tried asking girls out, they want you to belong to that specific church or they don’t like my liberal views. Thanks.

Is love for everyone?
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