Scared of getting intimate with women? Help appreciated.

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I am attracted to women but the thought of getting physical honestly scares me. It is a very real fear. I could really like a girl but if things advanced I know I would get scared and end it. I am thinking of seeing a therapist soon. Would this be a good idea?

To give a better idea of what I mean:

The thought of being alone on a date with a girl is scary.

The thought of kissing is scary.

The thought of a women seeing me naked is scary.

Asking the girl out is not what I fear. What I fear is if she says "yes", what's next? What am I going to say when alone together? I am uncomfortable with most aspects of life that are supposed to be everyday things.

I have very low self esteem as a result of BDD and social anxiety disorder. I feel like I am going to be alone forever as I simply don't have the social skills most people are born with.

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If it's not obvious I have never done anything and my profiles age is wrong. I am actually 20 and in college.
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