GUYS, what does this mean?

My boyfriend and I've known each other since 5th grade. We are now in our twenties and reconnected. We've been dating for a year now an was later told that he lost his virginity to me. Well, we've had sex and he's mostly initiated it the same way all the time, almost every day. Even when I am not in the mood he will still try and turn me on and keep touching me. Well I am disliking having sex especially when I say no many times and he convincing me to do it and touching me boobs everyday. I love him , but I am turned off by these things and because I've said no and he's judged me for my only fans past knowing I did it and quit it for Him, an then accused me of things I proved to him aren't real or from when I didn't know him. He even found something in my email from 2011 when we we weren't dating or talking or friends online. He's even sent pictures of his cock mid conversation even at bad times (he even admits). Does he only think of sex? Guys understand guys better.
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Why date someone when you can't handle their past is what I can't understand...
GUYS, what does this mean?
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