How to forgive yourself for loving a highly unkind man who you didn't even know that well?

how to forgive yourself for loving a highly unkind man who you didn't even know that well who didn't love you back and completely destroyed you confidence?

this man made be believe i was to ugly for him when i dont think i am ugly. i am not narsistic but i dont see myself as ugly yet this man managed to make me see myself like that. sometime i think back about him and wonder if he was the devil or at least sent by the devil

How to forgive yourself for loving a highly unkind man who you didn't even know that well?
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