Suicidal thoughts tried it alot?

[Anonymous]

Thought about it a lot tried a lot why am I not dead I cut every other day I actually have nothing quick way to have it done? thanks

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Well everything main reason is I want mom back never going to happen I want to go with her my bf hits me and I don't know dad

[jailbreak]

K my sis killed herself 6 years ago so i know/have an idea of how it feels. You are young and although u may not realize it, u r healing. Healing is a part of pain really. Your bf hits you, leave him, period. If he can't respect you why should u stick around, you are only bringing yourself down and he's not worth it nor does he love you. You don't know your dad, this sucks. Use this, and these experiences to grow up and be a good person for your future family one day, because one day you will be. We all have/fight depression everyday, i know i do, but killing yourself shows true failure, this you are not.

[Asker]

If I leave my bf I have nowhere to live only reason I'm with himhim I'm a failure anyway so sounds like I should do it

[jailbreak]

ur under 18, ur too young to be a failure. u haven't even gotten into 20 yet :) I saw many horrible things when i lived with my mom and dad who are separated. all my life i had to pick which parent i wanted to stay with for however long to be fair. After the suicide of my sis, i thought i had nothing. I applied to a university down here in miami and stayed on campus. 1) had my own dorm 2) furthered my education.
Now i have a bachelor's degree, live with my gf of 8 years whom i met university and will be applying for dental school to be a dentist next year. My ex gf was abusive to me and stabbed me when i told her i was leaving her. Trust me, everyone from 13-20 goes through this... EVERYONE. You are getting older, and evaluating your life really for the first time. This is what you hear people complain about quarter life or mid life crisis... we all, the human race go through this at some point. Just pick up your pieces and plan for a better tomorrow

[ledcube]

Please see a counsellor immediately. If counselling doesn't work then see a psychiatrist because you seem to have depression but you may also have schizophrenia, OCD, anxiety disorder, bipolar disorder, etc. I can understand you very well because each day when I wake up I say too myself why did I wake up. when I think about suicide I imagine the condition of people who love me if I did it and these thoughts disappear.

[mutedaisy]

Why do you want to die? What's wrong with your life? I figure I should ask before I answer your question.

[Asker]

Well everything main reason is I want mom back never going to happen I want to go with her my bf hits me and I don't know dad Rep

[silverwolf1216]

Think about what you would be leaving behind if you commited suicide. I miss my dad but I still wake up every morning grit my teeth go to school and try to make something out of myself because that's what he wanted and im sure that's what your mom wants too

[Asker]

Moms dead and don't know dad what's the point

[Ihav2fart]

1 [phone]
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Please call, cause I'd just make things worse.

[Asker]

No sorry

[chadsten]

Life's more than parents.

[Asker]

Guess you still have your parents?

[chadsten]

Irrelevant. Know many without, they not only lived but strived.