Is calorie counting causing me to binge eat?

I have had a binge eating problem for the pat 1.5 years. I have gained weight which was probably good for me. I still am very slim though... However, thats not the problem. My binge eating issue has gotten a lot better but it stills happens 1-2 times a week. I usually count my calories because Im scared of putting on weight... if I go over my limmit which is usually around 1600, I just freak out and binge! This is so stupid and I have now idea how to stop. Im also scared of undereating and ruining my matabolism... thats why I count.
If I stop calories counting, will I stop binge eating? I remeber the few years ago I never even thought about calorie counting and never had a binge eating issue.
Is calorie counting causing me to binge eat?
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