Have you ever had a hemorrhoid?

I have one for the first time and it's freaking me out. It was reddish colored and now it's black with what looks like dried blood and it grew to the size of half my pinky finger. Have you ever had this happen? I can't go to the doctor right now because office is closed. I have no sick days left at work and so if I call off I will be written up and possibly fired (my workplace is very strict). I really don't want to go to the ER about this either. :-/
Have you ever had a hemorrhoid?
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