I can't sleep, and not even medicine can make me sleep. Help?

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So I'm going to a psychiatrist soon, but in the mean time. I'm looking for a resolution for my problem, a quick fix. So I don't sleep, I get like an hour of sleep everyday. You'd think that if I only get an hour that by time it reaches like 21:00 I'd want to lay in bed and pass out. But I sit in the corner of my bathroom bawling my eyes out. Sounds stupid, but when you can't do something everyone does on a daily basis and they can do it without even thinking about it. AND YES I HAVW TRIED SLEEPING PILLS. I used to take 6 8mg melatonin water actives capsules just to feel even the slightest bit tired. Some people may see not having to sleep a lot as a gift, but it is a curse. I thought it was a good thing at first when I started having problems with my sleep, I was all like "I can do so much stuff now and have all the time!" But then when I went to sleep, and woke up an hour ish later I felt like I wanted to die. Not sleeping felt better than sleeping at all. I'd go 42 hours without sleeping. Really took a toll on my social life. I was tired that didn't want to do anything. And you're probably like "If you're so tired then why don't you go to sleep?" I can't. Yesterday I woke up at 04:30 and got on a plane. When it comes time for me to sleep at 23:00. I can't fucking sleep. I took 2 melatonin. Still couldn't sleep. Took 2 different "fast acting" sleeping pills. I've tried anxiety meds too. Can someone just help me. Please.
I can't sleep, and not even medicine can make me sleep. Help?
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