Why can't I sleep?

I have tried to put myself to sleep early but classic music (meaning, from the 1980s-early 2000s) distracts me. My mom asked me why I don't sleep, and she literally accused me of sleeping all day when I have energy all day by working or volunteering. I am a very busy person, I have no time to sleep, I make car review and food review videos.

The real reasons are the ones I didn't at least explicitly tell her, but I don't remember as much important things to do (outside of work and school) when I sleep early and wake up early. I also have, at least every day since November, been thinking about the same girl from Target that has blocked me on Instagram and TikTok. I want her to roll up in a really fast car and drift with me in the car.

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I normally do not sleep until at the earliest 4am
Why can't I sleep?
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