How can I get passed feeling depressed?

I never talk how I'm feeling inside to people, in friendly on the surface, I never want to unload how I'm feeling because I don't know how to form it into words.

Plus compared to people around me I have it easy in life and feel I shouldn't complain.

Now it's come to a point where my feelings are locked in a room inside me and I've lost the key to bring it out.

There are days where I feel I want to curl up into a ball or be dead, times I want to yell at people, I want to break stuff but I can't.

What do I do? How can I deal with this feeling solo?
How can I get passed feeling depressed?
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