i have to study a lot,and I have to get straight As (if I don't I just go mad and feel like I worth nothing).
but I did muay thai, and I loved it. everyone was nice, I could fight, I felt really good. my last training session was a week ago,but I already miss it. and not just miss it, but it hurts that I can't be there,just like if there would be someone I loved and he loved me too but we couldn't be together. I couldn't sleep last night cause I was crying about that. I wanna go back..
should I just ignore this,and hope that time will help or
go for jogging with the same group at the weekends,but no fight or anything.
actually, that feeling isn't just about the sport itself,but the people there who all care about me,and I care about them too. they are kinda like a family. but if I go jogging with them, it would be like meeting a guy every week who you love knowing he can't be yours. I wouldn't be a part of the groups life, I would be rather an outsider...
help?
but I did muay thai, and I loved it. everyone was nice, I could fight, I felt really good. my last training session was a week ago,but I already miss it. and not just miss it, but it hurts that I can't be there,just like if there would be someone I loved and he loved me too but we couldn't be together. I couldn't sleep last night cause I was crying about that. I wanna go back..
should I just ignore this,and hope that time will help or
go for jogging with the same group at the weekends,but no fight or anything.
actually, that feeling isn't just about the sport itself,but the people there who all care about me,and I care about them too. they are kinda like a family. but if I go jogging with them, it would be like meeting a guy every week who you love knowing he can't be yours. I wouldn't be a part of the groups life, I would be rather an outsider...
help?
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I play rugby too,and I love it too,so its not about the exercise part.
And I study hard not because they say it,but because I can be really good at it and it keeps me high when people look up to me.
I can't do muay thai because I'm at school till 16.30, I would have trainings from 17.00,and then arrive home at 20.00 or 21.00,and I would have to study after that, which takes at least 3 hours or more. then I have to wake up at 5.30,and it starts all over again.
And I study hard not because they say it,but because I can be really good at it and it keeps me high when people look up to me.
I can't do muay thai because I'm at school till 16.30, I would have trainings from 17.00,and then arrive home at 20.00 or 21.00,and I would have to study after that, which takes at least 3 hours or more. then I have to wake up at 5.30,and it starts all over again.
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