Help! How can I stop loving my guest love and forget about him even though I’m married?

Anonymous
•He’s my neighbor… today I saw him for the first time after a while.
•I’ve been married for 9 years but my husband is a good man but not a good husband. I used to get more money than him and pay the bills in advance, helped him when he had cancer, I still cook and treat him like a queen but I’m not in love and I told him already but he thinks I’m playing. He makes me feel lonely all the time especially now that I have this illness. I want to divorce so bad but I invested in a business and until the contract ends I will divorce because I put money already.

This is what I did to forget about my first love…I’m from the USA. I went to Alaska for work. I met other guys. I travel a lot until now I was diagnosed with an illness and I have yo stay home for a while.
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Help! How can I stop loving my guest love and forget about him even though I’m married?
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