Girls, My girlfriend wants to kick my balls but I dont really want and I think she will broke up with me after doing it so what shouls I do?

Mircea1234
My girlfriend wants to kick me in the balls but she doesn't , she just asks me if i let her to and i dont know why, i asked why does she wants to kick my balls and... silence. I think I know why , this girl had a crush on me since 1st grade in school , and i did the same but at the end of 12th grade after it ended and the school was over she called me and asked if i wanna go date her and because im a idiot i did a prank and said Ew no fuck you i dont want to ever see your face , but she didn't understand the sarcasm and i heard her start crying so i felt bad and tried to say something but she closed the call and everytime i was calling her she was rejecting my calls , so i started feeling bad because i was a jerk. The next day i realised that her google account is connected on my phone and i got to her to say sorry. She was in a McDonalds with her friends and i got to her to say that was just a bad joke and im sorry. She tried to kick me in the balls and just go but i had a protective cup. I apologised and got a date with her and now we are a couple for 5 months. Why i said all this useless text up there? When i said ok fine when she asked me if can she kick my balls? Because she said and get off your pants and underwear when i will kick you so *you won't wear a protective cup like you did 5 months ago* . Does she wants revenge for that time when i was a jerk? Ok lets say she wants revenge and i let her kick me in the balls but what if she only wanted revenge or i dont know but i dont really want to break up with her because i love her... so what should i do?

(Sorry if this message has bad English , im not native English and the 2nd language i learned wasn't English it was german)
Girls, My girlfriend wants to kick my balls but I dont really want and I think she will broke up with me after doing it so what shouls I do?
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