I saw my crush talking and walking with the popular guy in highschool. When they walked past me, she looked at me for a second, then looked away?

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I'm not really the popular kid in highschool, but there is one guy who's basically known by almost everyone.

I keep on getting jealous of the popular guy, since he talks to almost every hot girl I've seen. I don't even talk to a single girl, hence, I have no female friends, and he has tons. The comments on his Instagram photos are so much, and even from the hottest girls you can imagine.

It's so unfair, he talks to around 50 hot girls, and I have none. No, I'm not exaggerating.

So I saw my crush in the halls today. She doesn't know me, since I've never spoken to her.

She was walking and talking with the popular guy. When they both walked past me, the popular guy was talking about something, and she looked at me for a second then looked away like I was a total stranger.

I mean, I am, but it hurts when girls do this to an innocent guy like me. That popular guy I'm talking about had leaked one girl's nudes, yet females still suck his duck. (I meant they still talk, laugh and hang out with him, even though he did that).

I'd never do such a thing, yet my crush looked at me for a second then looked away, and they both walked past me.

It kinda hurts to see the popular guy, talking to her before I had a chance to talk to her, since now she probably knows who he is, and even if I do talk to her, she wouldn't be that interested, even in being my friend, since she has already seen the popular guy's extroverted personality, so I'm basically a piece of shit in front of her.

I've even tried talking to different girls by asking them a question, just to be friends and they just silently nod their heads, like we're in a dark alley alone and I have a knife, but in reality, we're just in the school halls. I just sucked it up thinking, they don't talk to guys in general. But the next day, you see them talking and laughing with another guy, then you get outta there trying to hold back tears.

How fucked am i?
I saw my crush talking and walking with the popular guy in highschool. When they walked past me, she looked at me for a second, then looked away?
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