Lately I been fed up with everyone and everything. Of course, life don’t stop just because you need a break. Life been throwing me some crushing circumstances, and I been keeping forward regardless. I don’t want to “not” go forward, I just want that mental rejuvenation. Here’s a short list.
Was falsely accused of rape, did 18 months before being found innocent at a jury trial. The girl freely admitted to police she never said no, actively participated, freely moved around, there was a sextape, and it was like any other time we had sex. I was STILL charged. The lawyer costed 50,000 dollars.
The police and prosecutor have qualified immunity from lawsuit. If I sue her, she goes bankrupt and I don’t get shit regardless.
This forced me into a position where I have to live at my parents, give them half my check to pay them back for the lawyer, for living here, etc.
I did something a while ago that was completely my own fault. I caught a long term girlfriend in the act of fucking someone else, I beat dude’s ass. I got three years probation.
My PO is harassing me not for the assault charges, but is saying I “got away with rape” and says I’m “100% a sex offender”. I’m not on Megan’s law, have no sex charges, only assault charges. I was found innocent of the false accusation.
Hundreds of dollars are spent on other shit. My own personal bills, gas for my car, probation here, prosecution costs and shit in Philly (I moved out there, but was prosecuted there). I have no money to save up.
Financially I have pretty much no way moving forward. I’ve talked to my parents and if I don’t pay them that money, they kick me out. My car was sold when in jail for the lawyer. The car I use now is in their name and I pay for it. I can’t take it with if kicked out, so I lose transportation to a job.
Due to people’s nature I just can’t form friendships. The only people I see gossip, are assholes, are coworkers, or just not compatible with my personality.
