Living is hell. Death seems peaceful. Anyone else relate to this feeling?

Yes, I do. But I remember how much others have done for me (especially my parents) and that's one of the only things that keeps me going. Also knowing that some people are not as fortunate to have a healthy body like me makes me think i should keep on going with life. People always say life is like a rollercoaster, but I believe it's more like a sad life with a few happy / entertaining moments that are worth living for.
No. Life is tough sometimes but it can also be beautiful. Death is a mystery that sounds scary to me.
Life is pain. Only the people I love keep me going and it's not as though anything is going to get any better for me. Last year was especially bad and actually didn't want to make it through my brain surgery. Here I am, still living.
I had trillions of years to not exist, I am going to enjoy my short existence for as long as I can.
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Straw nihilist trope? death is not a good thing especially cause there likely nothing after it.
I've read stories of people who briefly died but came back, and they said it was a very peaceful experience.
Death means Eternality as sons of God...
Nope.
Not me.
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