My hamster died of what I think is diabetes. She was sick a few days before and I feel immense guilt. I don't know if she loved me. Did she?

My hamster was 14 months old when she died. I loved her so so much. I got the biggest cage the store had.(not too big but wasn’t too small) And I had a consistent feeding schedule, the right amount. I didn’t handle her too much and she never yawned or showed off to me. I know She wasn’t scared of me. But I’m starting to doubt if she loved me. She passed away at 14 months after what I think was diabetes. She was drinking a lot and shaking while walking in her last few days. I noticed this and didn’t think anything of it. I know I could’ve saved her. But I don’t know if she really bonded with me. I feel so guilty that I didn’t take better care of her. She was a pearl colored winter White Russian dwarf hamster.

My hamster died of what I think is diabetes. She was sick a few days before and I feel immense guilt. I don't know if she loved me. Did she?
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