I keep getting messages (anonymous and direct ones) from people I know and some of those I don't. The messages are so vulgar, they keep adding me into groupchats and saying the most disgusting things about me my body (especially my chest that they know I am insecure of it being on the bigger side) and me and them saying all the disgusting things they do, going as far as "joking" about r2ping me and using me supporting another football team as an excuse to "throw some sense into you". I tried everything I blocked all them, I left all gcs after like minutes of seeing the messages but they'd still find a way. It has come to the point I am kind of isolating myself from all social medias such as "instagram, twitter, tiktok, facebook etc", in fact I have deleted them all and have been away from them for like a month now. I am scared of them and I don't know if they're just talking to talk or if they'd act upon their words, also I used to go to school with some of them and the other part are just friends of the guys I used to know. They are very connected people with families who have really good connections especially ones with the school I am currently attending in (they do fundings apparently but I don't exactly know what 🤷🏻♀️) so I was told if I said a word I'd have my life destroyed in seconds. I genuinely don't know if it's just my paranoia but I think I see them everywhere I go like even if some of them are not supposed to be there (since we go to different schools) I can feel their presence even if they are not physically there and I also feel their piercing eyes all over me everyday I leave school. I am scared and ashamed of what they said but also admiting it to someone else would make me feel more ashamed, uncomfortable or embarrassed. I considered having a session with a friend's therapist and it did go well the first time but after I went to the second one I felt so bad for myself, others might think I might have lost it but I don't know
1 mo
Would they actually do this?
