I'm sorry to say this is a letter of bitterness and resentment.
To you four, who like an accursed axis of evil worked along to fragment and destroy my being as a man, I have to write and dedicate those words that I know will never reach you (because I'm a coward) but do express what I feel for you in the deepest of my heart.
- My fiancée
You say love me, but I think you just like to keep me imprisoned. You are a jailor and a butcher. You keep holding over me the shadowy treat of interment in hospital, which is more or less a death threat - nobody should be allowed to hold such power over the life of a human being.
- My mother
Accursed whore. This all started because of you, and the fire got reignited because I prepared that letter for you, as a way to show you the way your behavior and snobbing me over the years affected me and to work together. But no, you had to shut me out again. And so I think, you deserve all the misery you've lived through, and that is not yet enough, and you deserve to die alone and unloved.
- My sister
You have been ruining me since childhood. You should be put on trial for all the abuse and you should pay for it - be it in prison or other ways. You say you want to talk to me again, I don't. So you deserve all the misfortunes and suffering you'll get.
- My ex
You are nothing but an accomplice of the former, and as such you should be treated. Go back to your mountains, and let no one ever hear from you again.
I'm bitter, but no vengeful.... I'm unable and unwilling to exact revenge. But I hold my convinction that the Heaven will look on you four, and punish you accordingly. I place my faith in the Providence.
I've said everything. I'm just an empty, bitter husk.