After years of deep thought, and social analytics, I found answers inside myself. Remaining true from time in memoriam, it is clear that the purpose of women is to nurture children, and men's purpose is to protect women. Every trope, heuristic, tendency, and instinct, point directly to that end. This gave me an answer as to why I was uncontrollably attracted to vulnerable women. It was such a revelation when I realized that I was deeply driven to take care of a girl who needed (or at least appreciated) it. "Happiness" is a Red Herring in life... the true worthwhile life is one filled with Meaning. Sure, you can find 'meaning' in different places, but nothing has the same effect as standing up and saying 'nothing is going to hurt you tonight.' Now that is an oversimplification, but the feeling is true. The only other thing in life that compared to that feeling was becoming a United States Marine. A deep satisfaction that shows you the truth about what having 'Heart' actually means.
Now, finding a woman who agrees or appreciates that, is complete next-level type of relationship. I really feel that marriage is a pact between two people to raise children - which is the ultimate fulfillment. I think remaining true to one's own instincts is the most direct way to a well-lived life... Even if they are opposed to my feelings, remaining true to one's deepest truth (no matter how 'socially unacceptable') is the way to save the world and propel society forward, into a calm and worthwhile future.