How can I live an entire lifetime never having a girlfriend and have a fulfilling life?

I am 25 and never had a girlfriend.

I only want a woman who has never had her first love and has never had a romantic bond before, meaning no previous boyfriends or even male best friends from her youth whom she was close to.

I seriously don't know how I am going to do this. I hurts me so much to know that I will be living my entire life never experiencing romantic love. I will never have a wife, children, or a family.

What happens when my parents get old? I am going to be left here alone.

I am likely never even going to have sex again. I will never be able to make love to a woman passionately.

I am not really going to pursue one night stands, because I fear I will develop a connection, and I don't want that at all when the woman had had a romantic past.

I don't know what to do. I feel like just giving up on everything.
How can I live an entire lifetime never having a girlfriend and have a fulfilling life?
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