I only want a woman who has never had her first love and has never had a romantic bond before, meaning no previous boyfriends or even male best friends from her youth whom she was close to.
I seriously don't know how I am going to do this. I hurts me so much to know that I will be living my entire life never experiencing romantic love. I will never have a wife, children, or a family.
What happens when my parents get old? I am going to be left here alone.
I am likely never even going to have sex again. I will never be able to make love to a woman passionately.
I am not really going to pursue one night stands, because I fear I will develop a connection, and I don't want that at all when the woman had had a romantic past.
I don't know what to do. I feel like just giving up on everything.
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