I don't want to lie. And became visibly increasingly uncomfortable with the topic. I said it was hard to explain. He kept asking whether I was or not. Eventually I said "technically yes" But I feel scared and guilty.
I wear a purity ring. I don't want to lie to him and build a foundation of distrust, but I also don't want to tell him that a couple years ago 2 of my friends and my ex raped me. I don't want him to know that. It's embarrassing. And I don't think any man would believe me anyway or take it well if they did know. I don't want that kind of attention. And I'm scared if any male knows they got away with it then he would try to assault me too.
What should I do?