(Me and the lady are 17 aka minors) Me and my ex broke up a month ago, she said she thinks we just needed time to take a break, I didn't agree, i kept spam texting her and eventually i got arrested for harassment. I spend 2 weeks in juvie and the whole time all I could do in think of her. I just got out yesterday and I really want to talk to her but I can because of a protection order (I never did anything physical to her) i think her mom made her get it. I go to a hearing in 2 weeks if I choose to fight the protection order and Im going to. I was told by my bestfriend that she starting talking to another guy and they started dating, they only lasted 2-3 days and from what my friend told me it ended because she still is thinking of me. During the hearing if she is there I was thinking of asking the judge if I could speak to her (in front of the court not in private). I really love this young women, I have been doing a lot of thinking of what I would say to her if im granted the chance, or the chance to speak to the court. Something along the lines of "1 Month ago I made the biggest mistake of my life, I broke the trust and bond between me and this young lady. Not a day nor moment has gone by that she haven't been on my mind, I have been thinking a lot of the future and not a single scenario where she isn't there by my side." I guess im asking you people for your opinions whether im crazy and I need to force myself to move on, or if this is worth trying.
ps. I joined the army awhile back and im due to ship in 3 months, she told me didn't want to have to pack her stuff up and leave her life behind. So i was going to get out of my contract because I choose her over the military. Me and her were together almost 2 years, last year she was pregnant and when she told me i knew deep down that I wanted this lady for the rest of my life. I knew in that moment I loved her with everything. She ended up miscarring sadly i really wanted to have a family with her...
ps. I joined the army awhile back and im due to ship in 3 months, she told me didn't want to have to pack her stuff up and leave her life behind. So i was going to get out of my contract because I choose her over the military. Me and her were together almost 2 years, last year she was pregnant and when she told me i knew deep down that I wanted this lady for the rest of my life. I knew in that moment I loved her with everything. She ended up miscarring sadly i really wanted to have a family with her...
