So I'm a fan of a couple of Asian singers, specifically one of them. I'm a fanboy and so I make short films and stuff and featured her as the main character in it. I post it to two fan club of hers on facebook and one of them keeps on removing my posts but the other one which is ran by a friend of mine, he still keeps and approves my post on there for me cause he's my friend. I for some reason can't seem to get a woman to date me. Almost every women breaks up with me or ghosts me for no reason. My friends claim that my online activity is creeping people out. He says " Your so creepy for making these short films and featuring her in it, being a fan is one thing but you either kill her off or you kill one of her co workers off in the film and that is disturbing and that is why your posts gets removed and they kick you from the group and not only that, you crossdress in the films also too, your an obsessive stalker". I don't get what is so wrong about doing crossdressing for the film, I also don't get why it is creepy to feature her as she's my favorite singer. I don't have any female friends that I can get to be in my films so I take on the female roles myself. They say that I act gay and say that is why I have to go abroad. They also said " Southeast Asian countries are strict on gay men so you don't stand a chance of getting a woman to marry you, they do tests to check to see if your gay." I find what they are saying is so absurd and unreal. Why do they claim that these actions make me have to go abroad to find a woman? What is so wrong about crossdressing in my short films? Why is it wrong to feature my favorite singer as a character in the film? What is so wrong about crossdressing for my films? Why do they say that this is why i have to go abroad?
My friends claims that I'm a creep and an obsessive stalker and that I scare away women by my actions. Why do they claim that?
