What do you think are the difficulties of being 19 years old? here's my story? So are all that things normal?

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I changed my country to study and it took me a year to get used to here. On the one hand, my studies are not good, on the other hand, I have no self-confidence, I couldn't make friends here, I have never had a boyfriend before, I have never even kissed a man. Am i loser? I had family traumas. My parents were divorced and they didn't care about me at the same time. They also put pressure on me and I did not give up despite this, but something is missing now and I can't get over it. What should I do now?

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İs it ok?
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thanks for answering
What do you think are the difficulties of being 19 years old? here's my story? So are all that things normal?
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