What do you think are the difficulties of being 19 years old? here's my story? So are all that things normal?

[Anonymous]

I changed my country to study and it took me a year to get used to here. On the one hand, my studies are not good, on the other hand, I have no self-confidence, I couldn't make friends here, I have never had a boyfriend before, I have never even kissed a man. Am i loser? I had family traumas. My parents were divorced and they didn't care about me at the same time. They also put pressure on me and I did not give up despite this, but something is missing now and I can't get over it. What should I do now?

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İs it ok?

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thanks for answering

[NNWSSEnew]

Stop blaming yourself for emotional stress that your parents put you through yourself confidence in schooling. Keep your head up don't lose focus of your studies.

[NNWSSEnew]

Welcome to America.

[NNWSSEnew]

It's okay they're all poor in America with that kind of stress

[Asker]

Hmm, thanks
İs it normal to being like that?
İs that things make me loser?

[In_Trance]

what do you want to do now?

[Asker]

About what?

[Anonymous]

Consider talking to a therapist?

[Asker]

I tried and things got worse