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Can things get better or are should we break up?

hi everyone, my boyfriend and i have been together for 8 years. these past two years have not been good at all. mostly in my part but this all started bc of him. he DMed a handful of girls complimenting them on how beautiful they are and he talked to some girl on facebook and recored a prom stars ass while he was working for her. he never told me, i snooped through his phone and that’s how i found out. it happened from 2015-2020. for the past two years all i do is bring up his mistakes and i’ve had a big attitude and been so angry about it. the past two weeks we have barely spoke and when i do get him on the phone i get an attitude and complain about it. i’ve asked him why we don’t talk anymore and he says it’s bc i’m a pain and all i do is complain and bring up the past. last night he said that he regrets ever meeting me and his life would have been so much easier if he hadn’t. i hate the person i’ve become, i miss the sparkle i had prior to finding this out, i miss being happy. i know we are already broken up. i want to see a therapist so bad but i don’t have the money for it so anyone on here have any advice on what i can do to heal from this trauma? please and thank you.
Can things get better or are should we break up?
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