My boyfriend does everything for me, but I don’t feel like my happiest around him?

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This question seems kind of odd. My boyfriend and I have been together for the past 7 months. Our relationship started off very very toxic. We were only just hooking up before we decided to be in a relationship. He loves me so much and is always there for me, buys me food, he took me on vacation, he always shows me off, and sometimes I don’t feel like I love him. He tells me he trusts me but then always questions whether I’ve hooked up with someone else or kept my options open while being with him and his justification is that he is “insecure” because I am beautiful. I don’t know what’s missing. I’m trying to figure it out, but I can’t.
I even tried breaking up with him because he expressed that he feels as if he loves me more than I do, and how it’s selfish of me, but here’s the thing — he refuses to break up with me until I do. and I told him that we should break up because I shouldn’t keep harming a person if I do love them. I shouldn’t waste their time. But he refused to break up with me, and he made me feel terrible for breaking up with him and said I should give him another chance where all he requires from me is my undivided love. It’s so hard because he makes me feel/ and says that I’ll never find another man who loves me as much as he does. I don’t know what to do guys. I feel as if this is all my fault.
My boyfriend does everything for me, but I don’t feel like my happiest around him?
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