How would your life go like if you got a std from ur first time having sex with your boyfriend/girlfriend?

Ok so you’re in a committed relationship and don’t use protection with your partner. Seems fair.
But then they gave you a life time std.

Will this impact your capacity to want to trust anyone again moving forward and does this scar your ability to have confidence?
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Let’s note that this is your first relationship and u lost your virginity to this person.
How would your life go like if you got a std from ur first time having sex with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
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