We are in the setiuetion ship rn and she's not available to date rn because of some past issues but we are doing literally everything what couples do (we fight too)
But this is not a problem because I am willing to wait but the problem begins
I am a person kinda complicated I lied my whole life to everyone also her when we meet and was lying her for long time but because we were spending too much time together we get closed and I pulled my guards down its was first time
I ever get close to someone I never have dated before meanwhile she has some experiences but all were so bad that she decided she doesn't wanna date anymore and don't need any man in her life we just happens to get closed and now we are in the setiuetion ship
So now I have no experience with dating she has bad experience's
I don't know what to do like I feel so free around her I never have felt ever before so sometimes I says things without thinking at all and it hurts her and problem is she takes all the bad meaning things guaranteed but when I writes her paragraphs for something she just refuse to believe those things existence
she a overthinker she pick small things up and overthinks like woah level
I may drop my fork down while eating and she will somehow will result into I am cheating on her 😂 it's funny but also painful to have to secure her about i can't cheat on her even if I want to because I am not actracted by anyone else anymore but only her
So I decided to be careful with my words and actions so I don't hurt her or make her insecure while being honest as hell to the level I am shamed but when I becomes careful she complains about me not being me with her and cry which was the first reason I started doing it
I dont know what to do anymore I let free myself she cry I careful she cries I don't know what to do now any mature advice would be soo appreciated I really wanna this to work because she's really nice and sweet girl
Thanks for your time in advance if you read this far
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