Should I be upset over my boyfriend recording a video of another girl?

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Overview:
- We are both in college, have been dating for a year and a half, are completely committed to one another, love one another, and are very attracted to one another.

He always tells me he loves me, that I'm beautiful, etc. He's a good boyfriend who gives me enough attention.
I know it's normal for guys to check out girls (right?). And I mean I've seen him look at some before...

But I went through his phone (yeah he's okay with it) into the images, and I found a video of him recording a girl from behind from a far distance. *She wore heels, short high waisted shorts, and a low-cute back, revealing a lot of skin.

I would never wear such thing, especially to SCHOOL. It looked very skimpy, but hey, that's hot to guys.. right?
He would NEVER be ok with me wearing that.. because he doesn't want other guys to look at me.

I feel like he wants me to be a conservative classy girlfriend, and he gets to drool over skimpy girls like that?
I mean, looking at her would have been just fine. But he had to RECORD IT? Zoomed into her butt and everything..
He's not a creeper at all! So I found it surprising.

I asked him why. He was honest with me, he didn't deny that he recorded it. But he apologized and felt very bad, deleted it immediately.

But now I can't get over it. I feel very insecure, I feel like he found her more attractive than me. I know I shouldn't compare myself, but I can't help it.

Please tell me... Do you believe I have a right to be upset? What is your opinion on this?
Thank you.
Updates:
+1 y
She wore heels, shorts and a shirt that was revealing her entire back** edit
+1 y
He's asking me what he can do to make me feel better... But I don't have an answer. The damage is done and is still destroying me inside.
Should I be upset over my boyfriend recording a video of another girl?
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