Am I faithful and how can I be better?

[Anonymous]

i am afraid god is mad at me i am afraid of going to hell i have always believed in god even when i said i was atheist cause i have a fear of god and the devil but i recently have tried to accept jesus and i prayed and said i accept him into my heart and acknowledge him as god and that he is my lord and savior but i don’t know if it could be due to my OCD or intrusive thoughts but now i am afraid that i didn’t mean it when i said i accept him as my savior and i am also having the thoughts of what if he is angry at me for not meaning it is this probably my ocd and thoughts messing with me cause i am afraid of god and believe in him everytime something bad has happened in my life even before i accepted him i would turn to prayer and knew that god was the only one who could fix it so you think i have put my faith into god or do i need to work on it just really wondering if it could be from my thoughts or do it really god telling me he is angry and i didn’t mean it i felt good and relieved when i did it but in the following hours i have felt like what if i didn’t will i still be saved will jesus forgive me is it wrong to want to go to heaven and to put my faith in jesus so i can be saved?

[RoseySarah]

Relax is all I can say!

Stressing me out reading!

Jesus made you he won't send you to hell for what your made with!

It's over choices and rejecting him but you accepted him so love as good as you can.

You have this keep living and behind happy!

It's good news not omg I'm afraid of hell! 🤣

There are worse hells then Christian hell

[strateguy632]

first you probably meant, but since you are worried, i suggest reading a certain section slowly. first corinthians chapter 15 verses 1 until end of 8. meditate and repeat as you read it slowly. ask yourself if you can accept that? i did.