Would you say this is scary or happy?

I told a guy that I went to church and asked the pastor to pray for me and then experienced a miracle after the prayer, and the guy said what I said was frightening and scary.

My cousin said my dreams were scary because I had dreams I ascended into heaven when I first sought God and she tried to make me look like a liar so people would not be scared to talk to me after I said God spoke to me in dreams about ascending into heaven.

Even I was scared when I learned through my mom, that God deleted all video recordings of me at the hospital by sabotaging the technology my mom used to videotape me.

It was like God wanted to delete all evidence I was ever sick because God had plans to restore me to complete health and make me a bible example and professional leader in the world.

Would you say this is scary or happy?
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