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The girl I met has a beautiful heart, cute smile and a sweet voice. When I saw her for the first time, I didn't get any feelings. She's just an other random girl for me. But once I got a chance to engage in a conversation with her when she was sitting all by her own, I started to like her. But she friend-zoned me. Then I started getting this really different feeling which I haven't experienced before. Like while thinking of her I get a hot sensation from deep down inside my chest (guys please don't make fun of me 😂. I literally have no words to describe that feeling). While receiving a text message from her, my heart beats in sync with the notification tone 😂. Once I asked status and she replied that she is currently single. Now coming to the point, I had this dream today dawn (12/12/2022) may be 6 to 6:30 am. Here goes my dream

I'm entering in a movie theater with my parents and my little brother. The lights are on, yet the movie is not started. There I saw my girl sitting alone, the row she's sitting had no people. On searching our seats, I saw her and she saw me. I waved my hand to say Hi 👋. She called me near her. After settling my family in their seats, I rushed to her. She pulled my hand and made sit next to her and hugged my hand and layed on my shoulder. Till that point she seems to be fine. Suddenly I heard her crying, looked her face. Her eyes were filled with tears, and at her lower voice she goes like : I can't wait anymore for you to propose, I love you form the deep down from my heart, but I won't beg you for love 😭😭😭...

I'm trying to console her by saying that stop crying baby, I too love you and so on... But she cried out a lot and hugged me tightly... Then I woke up. My confusions are

1. I know that she's currently single. Should I propose her? Express my feelings of love for her?

2. And if I did so, will that affect our friendship?

3. Is this all one of my wet dreams or something like that 😂😂?

Dated a girl last spring until fall, and we ended up parting ways after she had a severe mental health crisis. We agree to split, and she states that we will grow, and improve upon ourselves then in the future we may get back together when we have both grown.

She encourages me make a tinder app and meet other women to explore my tastes (I don't too busy). Fast forward to this summer, and I help rehabilitate dog. She sees the rescue dog I working with and asks to have it, and she continuously sends me texts about the dog. The entire 14 months we are separated she always asks to go for coffee, and dinner/drinks to catch up. I always come up with an excuse to avoid it.

We also sometimes have 2 hour long conversations once a week. In September she says I am her one true friend, and asks me to babysit the dog I gave her in November for a wedding across the country. No one else can. She drops it off on November 3rd, and we go to dinner where she tells me she was extremely crazy, and understands why I broke up with her, and tells me she is now receiving therapy for her mental/childhood issues. She is also on medication for PTSD due to sexual trauma.

She leaves, and while I watch the dog she engages in almost no contact with me won't answer phone, or respond to texts. On November 19 she apologizes, and admits that she had a crazy few weeks due to drama there.

Now we are talking from November 20th to now, and I feel like things are getting better, and I feel she has grown as a partner. She lets it slip that 14 months ago she made a tinder profile to sleep with a bunch of guys, and still talks on the phone with them? The she says that she was dating a man from June to November while talking to me. What?

Do I have a right to be upset? Or am I overreacting? I am so confused. Any advice please. I have never experienced such a situation. Please help