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There is this 25 year old woman I met on a dating app that has never had a boyfriend. Girls like her are very rare.

Sadly, she dropped me on snap after a week of talking. There was no explanation behind it. Although, I know her name and found out where she lives and goes to college. She lives in another state.

I am thinking about traveling there to find her. I am only wanting a woman without a romantic past, so my options are extremely limited and I like her.

So we're both 17, very close friend, she is very shy, we go home together almost every day, now she wants me come with her in the mornings too cuz we get in the same bus.

So, when we first met 3 years ago, she used to touch my shoulder every time she told me something, pulled my backpack to let me know she was there. She also fell on me by accident quite a lot. We were awkward at that stage and she once talked about exs to let me know she never dated, then asked if sb in my old class was my girlfriend (she wasn't). She also tried taking a selfie of us just as she said she doesn't have enough storage and hugged me when I was down. She also threw a surprise party on my bday.

One year passed. We could now talk about anything. This time, she was more confident and also shared more info about herself. She stopped bumping into me, pulling my backpack. Now, she was twirling her hair or playing with her straps when she saw me. She also pretended not to see me when walking close to me but slowed down a lot until I reached her to go: "Oh, hi!". She got me an eclair for my bday.

Yet another year went by. She is always very interested in my well being, always over-apologizing. She once did something bad after I helped her and went 2 hours over her bedtime texting to make sure everything was ok. After I said that I was happy to have spent the day with her and that life is about choosing what makes you happy, she texted "If life is about choices", "You chose well 🙃".

She is curious about my past. When she sits next to me, her legs are crossed, one of them towards me, wiggling it. Her head on her arm resting on that leg. When we're together, we're close enough for our hands to touch and she always compliments me saying "You're very smart" or "You're really mature compared to me". Recently, she got all hyped up (blushing, asking if she can tell her family, smiling a lot) when I told her about sb in love thinking it was me to then go nothing u can do when I told her it's a friend.

I met a girl a month ago and last week we entered a relationship. Yesterday I found out she lied about her past. When confronted she made up another lie and after that I had to prove her another time that she was still lying. When I asked her to see the conversations that she lied about she showed me only a bit and denied to show more. I know that the conversations were from before we met. She stated that she was faithful to me the day we met and tbh she never gave me reasons not to thinki so. I was alone all my life and this is my first girlfriend. I can't trust her anymore because I know that when she is confronted with a lie she will still lie. I was thinking about still staying for a few months just not to be alone anymore and to finally be in a relationship because when I met other girls they said that the fact I was never in a relationship is a red flag.